Understanding Chronic Pain Sufferers
Last week I was contacted by a fellow health blogger, Shannon Johnson, who asked me a very pivotal question.
What do I wish I could do that I cannot because of pain?
Honestly, I almost hate this question because admitting that I alter my life because of my pain is something I'm actively trying to overcome. My psychologist is convinced that I can completely overcome my adhesive arachnoiditis with the power of my brain, and gosh I sure hope she's right. However, that is another post for another day.
That said, I want to bring awareness to my readers that don't suffer from chronic pain to hopefully understand what it's like and what you take for granted on a daily basis. Maybe your spouse has chronic pain and you just don't get it, maybe it's your mom, or an uncle. Either way, I feel like their answer to this question would be very similar to mine.
What do I wish I could do that I cannot because of pain?
I wish I could bend over and wash my face without pain shooting through my back and up my body.
I wish I could be spontaneous without having to plan out social events, day trips, or vacations to finite details to ensure I'm not going to be in so much pain I can't go.
I wish I could go bowling with my family or play board games all day.
I wish that my life never fell apart.
I wish I could have children.
I whish I could sneeze without bracing myself for a wave of level 8 or 9 pain.
The fact is, there are too many wishes that I wouldn't even be able to narrow it down to three for the geine in the lamp.
I wish, I wish this never happened to me.
I would gladly take it from you if I could! I love you dearly and it breaks my heart.
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